Last night, I had a dream that we drove a van Uhaul off into a “Ring of Fire” eclipse.
I had been telling her that it was called the Ring of Fire Eclipse and that I was going to call it the Johnny Cash Eclipse.
When I went to go leave for work 30 minutes later than I normally would, I started my car to find this song playing. I got the cheesiest grin on my face suddenly.
She recently told me that she had a dream that we bought a house in the town that we recently met up in. My heart went wild just hearing that. I haven’t seen her since but I have been fightingh terribly.
And I will need to come back to another cover to this song – it get’s me everytime.
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I am not really into new music but when I saw a kid sing this on American Idle, I felt that it was good for today. As a kid, mother’s day brought me so much pain – even though my mom was alive and my grandmother was doing everything that she could to fill the gaps.
Today, I heard this classic on the 90’s on 9 and it was just what I needed. Not my typical genre of choice but it was for the last few years of that decade. Middle school dances were will with R&B.
It reminded me of the time that I was sitting at the light by Palmer’s (was heading West for record purposes) and The Cardigan’s Lovefool came on. You can bet I raced to message her and tell her all about it.
As I was returning from lunch yesterday, I glanced at my phone and saw a photo of herself that she had posted. Just seeing her picture made me extremely shy and smile. I put it away and continued to day dream about her. Many hours later, once home, I look at it again because I miss her so very much. I notice a fine detail and zoom in. Its a fine detail that I have caused a few emotional scenes over, so I think its something she would expect from me. My heart started racing and I had to look again – maybe a few times. Then I wrote her a quick excited message that I would later delete and then repeat a few times.
Things had felt weird in my heart but maybe it was because she was pushing through some heavy shit. My dream reminded me that I really need to watch my own excitement and consider her deepest feelings. I am working on centering my self, so that I can be the strongest person for her. I just hope that she is doing well deep in her heart, I worry so very much about that woman.
I follow without pride Because nothing stands between us here
Dream Notes
ipad left at my house, opened to gmail
top email was unread message from her sister, I knew that I could not read it
made sure not to read other subjects in email
subject to sister’s email was something like it’s meeeeeee
she had a piano recital the next day
tubing the river on one large tube balancing each other
old fridge
hookah on top of fridge
discussion with person in house if I was staying as we left saying I wouldn’t want to sleep downstairs
house was old, many rooms, white, co-op style
somewhere near waco
came by my house before leaving
had to call him before we left on video call, he didn’t answer which made her nervous
she said something important right before I woke up
stared into each others eyes communicating without words
In my dream, at one point we were tubing down the river on one tube. you were sitting up on the side somehow and I was hanging on to the edge as we were talking. I only remember one thing that was said but it was pretty specific.
Hookah
To see or smoke a hookah in your dream represents ease and relaxation. Alternatively, it refers to the difficulties your are facing in your waking life. You may be bottling up your emotions.
IPad
To see an iPad in your dream represents modern life and your connections with others. It also suggests that you want to put something on display. Consider the significance of what you are doing on the iPad and how that parallels an aspect of your waking life. Alternatively, seeing an iPad in your dream may be a pun on “your home” or “your place”.
River
To see a clear and calm river in your dream indicates that you are just going with the flow. You are allowing your life to float away. It is time to take a more decisive role in directing your life. Alternatively, a river symbolizes joyful pleasures, peace, prosperity and fertility. It is also reflective of a new stage in your life. If the river is muddy, then it indicates that you are in turmoil.
Alternatively, this dream means you are ready to confront life’s challenges and life’s twists and turns.
Tubing
To dream that you are tubing suggests that you are on experiencing emotional ups and downs.
Refrigerator
To see or open a refrigerator in your dream represents your chilling personality and/or cold emotions. The dream may also be telling you that you need to put some goal, plan, or situation on hold. Alternatively, a refrigerator signifies that you have accomplished what you have been subconsciously seeking.
To dream that the refrigerator has broken down suggests that you need to warm up to somebody or some situation. It is time to let go of those harsh, cold feelings.
If you dream of a very full refrigerator, then it symbolizes your untapped resources.
Piano
To dream that you are playing a piano indicates a quest for harmony in your life. Consider where the piano is placed as a clue as to what aspect of your life needs accordance. If no sound is coming out of the piano, then it implies a lack of confidence. You are not sure about how to express yourself and how to voice your beliefs.
To dream that you hear the sound of a piano suggests harmony in your life. You are pleased with the way your life is going.
To dream that the piano needs to be tuned indicates some aspect of your life is in discord. You need to devote more time to a relationship, family duties, project, or other situation.
North
To dream of the direction north symbolizes reality. It also indicates that you are making progress and moving forward in life.
