Rock

This is a list of rock music genres consisting of subgenres of popular music that have roots in 1940s’ and 1950s’ rock and roll, and which developed into a distinct identity as rock music in the 1960s, particularly in the United Kingdom and the United States.

In front of total strangers won’t you kiss me

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During my ‘birthday party’ I received a text that sent me back to what’s really important.  I don’t mean to get side tracked so easily, but the minute that I see her.. that’s all that I can see.  Nothing else matters, especially people that I try my hardest to forget that they exist..

She said that she was kind of in trouble, and that left me blaming myself.  We don’t do a thing wrong,  but I’m aware that my feelings are wrong and maybe she has some of those too.  It’s all an extremely complicated journey that just makes me want to watch The Lake House all the way through, just to hear Sandra Bullock say, “You waited!”  I can barely handle romantic things like that.

At night, as I lay in bed, I think about how we are similar to a couple that you would see in a black and white romance movie.  However, as unexpected as it is, I am the woman, all done up with curly hair and a white dress completely with doughy eyes and all, and she is Hugh Grant, in a suit with a fancy hat on, kissing me sweetly just before she tells me that she has to leave.  Oh how I love / hate how that feels.  I know that she feels the same way about me as I do her.. or I wouldn’t be so quick to sacrifice my time and sanity.

and one more video to help the heart beat…

Sometimes love don’t feel like it should

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Today, I faced my fears.. and gave her the card that was burning a hole in my pocket. She was perfectly sweet to me, just as I expected. My new computer watch was even noticed, I’d hate to tell her I have no idea how to use the thing. I hope it brightens her day and fills her heart with warmth. She looked a little sad, but I would never try to hold a whole conversation with someone at work. I kept it professional and then left.

This was the first song that I took note of on the radio this morning. I think that there was one on when I got in the car but it must not have been very impactful.

This morning before work, this image game me some hope, inspiration and all those important things.  It really made me think about security and the deepest of feelings for someone.  I never let society define me… or my love.

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I’ve been careless with a delicate man

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Tonight, while I was watching the new American Horror Story with friends, the words in “Criminal” seemed to speak to me. I don’t blame her for a thing that has happened and once in a while when I am thinking about the way things turned out – I can’t help but ask myself – was it terrible timing or perfect timing?

If things happened in a different order, theres a good chance that I would have ran screaming in the other direction… let’s be honest.

She’s everything that I have ever wanted in a friend and partner but I have so many preconceived notions that I have created to ‘keep me safe’ I would have been over whelmed long ago. I’ll have to admit that she has a way of handling me..

And since this song also seems appropriate, it will be added. Today was so long and the hardest part at this point was wonder what I did and trying to keep myself from pestering her.

On that note, I realized that – deep in my heart, I am so confident that she loves me and that she feels all these things for me. A few things have been said here and there so that I know that things are not completely one sided, but I can’t help but be shocked at my audacity sometimes. It’s like part of me is terrified that I have done something to upset her which constantly argues with the part of me that just wants me to calm down and ‘let her do her own thing.’ That is the side that knows she does not want to hurt me like this, but it just comes with the situation. That is the same side that sees her pushing me away in hopes of protecting me from the pain. I’m not convinced that it works, but I will keep believing in brightening her life the way she enlightens mine.

Not really sure how to feel about it.

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I couldn’t make this up if I tried…. I had to get a ride to work today when my car wouldn’t start – making it a 2nd Monday in a row to be late.  The first song on the radio was eerie and the second wasn’t any better.. to make me not want to run to her crying..

I usually try to be a little tougher than this in public, but the radio did it – not me.

 

It’s going on 2 AM and I am supposed to be at work by 8:30 so I better find a way to meet her in my dreams.

Sometimes I don’t want to be tough anymore. I can’t wait for the day that she touches me softly….

one last thing before I quit

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I never wanted any more than I could fit into my head
I still remember every single word you said

While I was waiting for my friend, who was kind enough to understand why I really needed that pizza…

I got really nervous and tried to occupy my time on my phone, but I haven’t downloaded many apps on it.

This is what happened:

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Well, I am sure that is real mature… but I guess that’s how I felt (in the shallow end).

Over all, I was really happy to know that she was okay, I just – get so confused and can’t make sense of it ever. It leaves me in a confused mess substituting facts for presumptions, never safe.

Things will get better. There is no doubt in my mind that she cares about me.

If you knew what I’m left imagining

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When I say that I am always completely honest, that is a lie…

I always keep her feelings in mind. It isn’t always the first thing I think about and sometimes I have to calm down and remind myself what’s really important before I stop acting so childish.

If I told her how I really felt….

I would be afraid that I was providing a bias opinion. I know that no one would would give a shit about that but her feelings and best interests are what seem to be most important to me.. Which is exactly why at this point I just want her to tell me that she’s fine but she’s too busy to talk to me. Why is that comforting? I have no clue but I get pretty scared of some irrational things.

Do I really believe all of the things I imagine? I sure as fuck hope not, but crazy shit does happen. I never thought I would end up in such a situation. Just thinking about it all is enough to make me want to cry right now. One can imagine what I was like when I actually did read that post.

Did I say that I read it over and over again? Just to make sure.. that’s what it said. It never changed, and stayed up for so long.

When I think about that – I wonder how she felt when she read my reply – it actually devastates me to think about it. Just recently I was thinking about this, in a, I know its not easy being her either, type way…

This is when I just wish that I could sleep.