Rock

This is a list of rock music genres consisting of subgenres of popular music that have roots in 1940s’ and 1950s’ rock and roll, and which developed into a distinct identity as rock music in the 1960s, particularly in the United Kingdom and the United States.

Did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?

• by admin • In Dreams, Music, Rock, Words •   0

I rearranged my house so much today. I couldn’t help but think about how she said from one hoarder to another.. I hope that she isn’t really bothered by my stuff.. if she only knew how much I would do for her…

Currently, I am trying my damnedest to leave her alone. I miss her so much.. but I keep reminding myself of my dream, and hoping that some how all of that is true.

Tonight, I wanted, more than anything – to just tell her how much I wanted her to hold me.

When I thought about the dream more, I remember that she also said something like she would take perfect care of me one day.. which is weird, I don’t expect anyone to tell me that they will take care of me.

I started to have a sad look on my face when she told me that now was not the time. As I felt my face drop, she gave me this look.. a playful but serious look. It’s as if I completely understand her without words. She seemed to say, “This is not the time for that either..” I tried to act composed. She saw right through me but appreciated the efforts..

Like that – she was gone. I should be used to that by now. Would you believe that I actually thought that I was over being consumed with emotions?

You’ve been looking for something that’s not in your life

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My heart melted when the first thing that she said to me from California was that we should move there… okay, it was the second, she told me when she landed safely.  I am fortunate to have her in my life.  Parts of this video look like something I would do – the cinder blocks with tiny things displayed on them.  I love singing this song out loud.  Lately, I have started singing the “the mist that covers your eyes” part in front of my friends when it comes on.  The sincere smile that I get.. lets me know that everyone knows that my intentions are true.  I have never been an unethical or immoral person, so I stuggle with a few things from time to time.

Like – why am I concerned with if he knows who I am or not.  I mean, I am sure that he does unless drugs have gotten to him, if I had a beautiful woman in my life, maybe I could forget everything from over half my life ago… What am I saying..I do.  She’s grand.  Why do I think so much when I am alone?

We had advisory together.. I suppose that is like home room.  I feel like he got less annoying the more we grew up.  That’s more than I can say for his dumb ass friends that I will never say a positive thing about.

 

It’s my party and I’ll cry if I want to

• by admin • In Music, Pop Rock, TV, TV Show, Words •   1

Why do I even care if T told me happy birthday before she did… She surprised me last year and I’m still holding my breathe.. and fighting my urge for pizza… and failing. I wonder if I piss her off… or could she find it romantic too? I’ve never feel like this before.

I want to learn how to make videos like this:

I wouldn’t dare tell anyone else that I downloaded Premiere… and stared at it for a minute. It was almost as overwhelming. How did this happen?

It amazes me – how the mind works. How do is it that over 10 years after I graduated, I start thinking about how he was moved into my algebra I class half way through the year in 7th grade with a bunch of other guys. Our class was all female before that. That was the first time he interrupted my energy.. They sat in the back at this long table. Why do I think about these things?

Internal battles are something else. I try to stay away from lifehouse, since, you know, I don’t want to get beat up – but it’s pretty much how I feel today. The only thing that I want to do is spend time with her.

In front of total strangers won’t you kiss me

• by admin • In Grammy Nominee, Heartland rock, Movies, Music, Rock •   0

During my ‘birthday party’ I received a text that sent me back to what’s really important.  I don’t mean to get side tracked so easily, but the minute that I see her.. that’s all that I can see.  Nothing else matters, especially people that I try my hardest to forget that they exist..

She said that she was kind of in trouble, and that left me blaming myself.  We don’t do a thing wrong,  but I’m aware that my feelings are wrong and maybe she has some of those too.  It’s all an extremely complicated journey that just makes me want to watch The Lake House all the way through, just to hear Sandra Bullock say, “You waited!”  I can barely handle romantic things like that.

At night, as I lay in bed, I think about how we are similar to a couple that you would see in a black and white romance movie.  However, as unexpected as it is, I am the woman, all done up with curly hair and a white dress completely with doughy eyes and all, and she is Hugh Grant, in a suit with a fancy hat on, kissing me sweetly just before she tells me that she has to leave.  Oh how I love / hate how that feels.  I know that she feels the same way about me as I do her.. or I wouldn’t be so quick to sacrifice my time and sanity.

and one more video to help the heart beat…

Sometimes love don’t feel like it should

• by admin • In Grammy Nominee, Music, Pop, Pop Rock •   0

Today, I faced my fears.. and gave her the card that was burning a hole in my pocket. She was perfectly sweet to me, just as I expected. My new computer watch was even noticed, I’d hate to tell her I have no idea how to use the thing. I hope it brightens her day and fills her heart with warmth. She looked a little sad, but I would never try to hold a whole conversation with someone at work. I kept it professional and then left.

This was the first song that I took note of on the radio this morning. I think that there was one on when I got in the car but it must not have been very impactful.

This morning before work, this image game me some hope, inspiration and all those important things.  It really made me think about security and the deepest of feelings for someone.  I never let society define me… or my love.

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