Today, I sent her a message contemplating my bizarre timing since I saw her. I don’t know how she really feels about it because we mostly communicate telepathically and I haven’t mastered the skill yet. I also think that I am funny and probably haven’t mastered that either.
I went to see my grandma today. Somehow, there was enough time to think about the things that I appreciate about her partner.. my life if very complicated.
As I got home, my phone rang and I accidentally answered it. It was my mother. She said that she had been afraid to contact me because she knew how stressed I had been and she did not want to add to it. I ended up getting stressed and asking her to call me back when she knew what she was asking me to do.
I needed a song for this random post so I went on YouTube and clicked on the first thing that appealed to me. I can’t say I specifically enjoy the song but I love the decor in her apartment and I suppose it’s appropriate.
It has been really nice to receive a few reassuring messages that sooth my heart.
Have I mentioned that I am terrified to start a new career tomorrow? I had 25 days off of work and I have been home for 35.
