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Sometimes love don’t feel like it should

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Today, I faced my fears.. and gave her the card that was burning a hole in my pocket. She was perfectly sweet to me, just as I expected. My new computer watch was even noticed, I’d hate to tell her I have no idea how to use the thing. I hope it brightens her day and fills her heart with warmth. She looked a little sad, but I would never try to hold a whole conversation with someone at work. I kept it professional and then left.

This was the first song that I took note of on the radio this morning. I think that there was one on when I got in the car but it must not have been very impactful.

This morning before work, this image game me some hope, inspiration and all those important things.  It really made me think about security and the deepest of feelings for someone.  I never let society define me… or my love.

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he didn’t understand me and I don’t know why I didn’t go

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If my life were a movie, this is where the sensitive ones would have started to cry softly to themselves.. It made me want to anyway. My friend, Torie, had wanted me to come over for a while. I was at another friend’s house but I left to walk to her house. I believe in perfect timing.. and well… not so perfect timing too.

As I walked up the major street that I live on, or I suppose I should say we.. I had my phone playing my MP3s on shuffle and just second after “Rush Hour” by Ani Difranco started to play, Just as the words “Did not tell him there were certain things he did not need to know” echoed through my ears. I was staring at the stars… because this song.. puts me in some kind of place… Just then this star fell straight down, right in front of me.

This lady that has stolen my heart lives within walking distance. If I would have kept walking down this street, I would end up at her house.. essentially.. I stopped dead in my tracks. I felt like the star fell forever. It burnt out much later than I expected. I stopped to text and tell her about it. It’s been days since I have talked to her. She’s on vacation. I try not to wonder with whom. My lunch break is almost over and this song is going to make me.. feel something. **Big Gulp**

Have I mentioned that I never thought that I could love again…

I’m pretty sure that I was wrong.

This is you according to me

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She’s on vacation and I haven’t heard from her in a few days. This morning while I was listening to my play list, this song came on right after Adele “Rumor has it” and it made me feel a little better since that song always makes me a little frustrated. Our birthdays are coming up. I can’t wait to see her. My imagination runs wild and she’s always part of that. Once in a while she says things that take me by surprise.. and I love it. Maybe her imagination runs wild about me too.

I know I’ve felt like this before, but now I’m feeling it even more

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I had a song to write about but I forgot what it was now.  The other day I was driving in the car with her and I kept coming across the Passenger song, “Let Her Go.”  and I had to keep changing it because I couldn’t listen to it next to her.  When I check my Shazam I am reminded it was Dreams by The Cranberries….

 

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Most people don’t know this about me.. but I didn’t believe that I would ever let myself love someone again, and I’m pretty sure that I do….