And I will swallow my pride

August 23, 2021September 17, 2021 • by admin • In Folk Rock, Music, Pop, Rock • 0

What would she think if she could see me right now.. she’d be impressed that I could scream every word to these terrible songs that I have listened to since I owned my first CD…

and I do know.. deep down inside, she would be rooting for me.

but I am still crumbling.

YouTube picked every one of these damn songs – which only proves that I was never cool – only, extremely excited.

I stopped it after that one because it freaked me out. I have seen The Social Network and the way my random poems have changed is really fucking weird. A post with those to come because I have been saving them just because its unbelievable. I guess you notice what is on your mind.

And I’m sorry that I couldn’t get to you

November 19, 2018June 22, 2019 • by admin • In Grammy Nominee, Music, Pop • Comments Off

I hate when this song is playing deep down inside. Tomorrow, I am having some dumb procedure and I am a bit nervous about it. People say it is nothing, but at this point, I am worried about what they could or could not find.

When I drive by her old house, there are tons of construction equipment parked in front. There’s something quite depressing about that.

I nearly cry every time I listen to this song. Since it came our in 2014 – it has always had the same effect on me, but right now it feels realer than it ever has before.

Then of course, YouTube brought these feelings back too. It knows what songs hurt best together.