And I will swallow my pride

What would she think if she could see me right now.. she’d be impressed that I could scream every word to these terrible songs that I have listened to since I owned my first CD…

and I do know.. deep down inside, she would be rooting for me.

but I am still crumbling.

YouTube picked every one of these damn songs – which only proves that I was never cool – only, extremely excited.

I stopped it after that one because it freaked me out. I have seen The Social Network and the way my random poems have changed is really fucking weird. A post with those to come because I have been saving them just because its unbelievable. I guess you notice what is on your mind.

Trust me I’ve learned it

My day feels like a ‘Save the Polar bears’ commercial today and I would have to admin it is not my favorite.

Then I held my breath until she messaged me – and suddenly everything felt right again.

Sometimes the silence doesn’t bother me at all

Other times, it terrifies me.

Anywhere I would’ve followed you

When I hear this song on the radio, I get really sad.

The video is a lot more impressive than I expected. By the time that the song ends, I’m driving in the car, I’m passionate, in love, and then laugh at myself and think — yeah right, no one believes that… not even me.

But it’s a good song. I couldn’t walk away – even if I tried. That force.

Not to be symbolic or anything – but I bought her a bunch of awesome socks for her birthday – along with other things.. It’s in a few days and — well, maybe that’s what I am giving up on, because I sure just opened some batman socks and put them on to get me through my day..

However, not to be romantic or anything, but I still wish that someday, everything that is mine, is hers.. so now she just has to wait a little longer for batman socks. I’m such a jerk..

I wish I was a little bit taller…

That’s figurative, this is what I do in my emails when I get nervous. Luckily – It’s time for work.