app | or Maybe Too Soon

I had too much fun with this app that I downloaded. This is one I did a week or two ago. We are a mighty team and I sure hope that she takes care of my little league shirt, I would never even let anyone else wear it. I bet she’s adorable. Last night I sent her an email, saying that I would stop…

I have her thoughts and feelings in mind. I don’t want to put her through more hell. The other day was national coming out day. I kept my lesbian comments to myself. Sometimes I get to a point where I think that I am ruining all of these women’s lives.. because they could all just go live normal, happy lives with men if it weren’t for me. I hate those feelings and thoughts.

It’s raining today and it’s taking me everything not to offer her a ride… or my car. I just want to send her a text and tell her that if she wants to take me to work she can use my car. I have never even done that before. I am such a push over… and I don’t even care.

Opportunity Cost.

I never wanted any more than I could fit into my head
I still remember every single word you said

While I was waiting for my friend, who was kind enough to understand why I really needed that pizza…

I got really nervous and tried to occupy my time on my phone, but I haven’t downloaded many apps on it.

This is what happened:

Well, I am sure that is real mature… but I guess that’s how I felt (in the shallow end).

Over all, I was really happy to know that she was okay, I just – get so confused and can’t make sense of it ever. It leaves me in a confused mess substituting facts for presumptions, never safe.

Things will get better. There is no doubt in my mind that she cares about me.