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My words have been stunted by shock and fear. It’s been three months and I am just starting to try to recover. As I watch the news, they report to me how long its been since the war started – it happens to coincide with my internal war and is the most disheartening.
Day 90:
Tragedy struck in Texas today, the death toll continues to climb – most elementary school children near a town a visited every summer as a child. The Frio River won’t be the same for many families this year. It makes me incredibly nervous that people are capable of such evil. It terrifies me that the world is so unpredictable.
Sometimes a song plays on accident and then I can’t stop listening to it. I would never actually call anyone ‘Crazy’ as I think that is insanely damaging and is a pretty damn offensive word. Let’s just say that I have been called crazy plenty and it was never okay.
However, almost every other word speaks to me.
In unrelated magic – this song comes from up to time
Today, I haven’t felt that great but I have tried to keep my feelings to myself and stay busy. My grandma had been emotional because it was her wedding anniversary and that was enough to lead me to be emotional – it’s kinda rough being a lady at times.
I went over to my old friend, Amber’s, apartment today and she kept trying to hook me up with her sister even though she knows exactly how I feel. She laughed at me and had a few things to say that made me laugh and think too much. She told me that there was no way that he didn’t know at this point – which lead me to decide he’s going to be real mad when he realizes how many times we have spoken to each other in that time. What was I supposed to do? This is usually when my brother would say – “If you were a man, you’d end up in jail or murdered.” I am sure that he is right – so at this point in life, I am finally thankful that I am not. I can’t imagine what I would do with a normal life. Well my brother is a straight sis male and he doesn’t so maybe that is assuming too much.
At some point tonight, I decided that I should pour my heart out a little – because how else would you make a lady laugh? She’s actually the sweetest and had been the most delicate with this fragile lady the entire time. That is why I felt the need to explain myself – because, I just felt I had to.
The my brother introduced me to this child-singer from Europe. It’s quite impressive if I do say so myself. I have been particularly emotional today, so here is a set to reflect that.
A Whole New World
This has always been a rough one for me.
Let Her Go
Today, I heard this song on the radio and I was into more that I should be.
Stay
Students from the local high school associate this song with song due to some reenactment to remind them not to drive drunk. We didn’t have that in my school but I didn’t grow up in a college town. I don’t think it’s about drunk driving at all.
