1996
All last summer incase you don’t recall
The other day, I had to talk to T because I just felt too crazy. K has since apologized more than most. In our conversation, T reminded me that insecurity and jealousy go hand in hand.
Updated: March 2018, Image
I don’t want nobody to follow me, except maybe you
Today, I woke up in quite an emotionally ornery mood. It’s so difficult to miss M so much and continue to give her the space and time that she needs. How do people do this? Why does she do this?
And who am I that I should be vying for your touch
Today, I took it pretty personally when she walked to the back as I came in to get my pizza. Maybe that’s what happens when I look forward to something too much. My friend that was with me stands with the idea that she never even saw us and I can only hope that was true.
When my friends and I saw this online while looking at tattoos yesterday, they said that I need to get a chicken, bacon, mushroom one. What she doesn’t know is that I have never had that pizza from anywhere but there. I just made it up to be different and awesome and well, it got me noticed, or something, not like she didn’t already know me, but she knows my pizza. I have never been like this over a person. It could be fun if anything were different but this is just extremely depressing.
It’s not hard to see that I’m in so over my head but I don’t walk away easily.
At this moment in time, I am so disappointed in myself for not being able to stop these feelings.
All the times that I felt like this won’t end
And here’s a blast from the past for anyone old enough to have seen a music video on MTV..
Today’s awesome discovery about life is Astral Projection, which could be the reason for my insanely real feeling dreams.
Since we are visiting last decade.. or more really; I will go ahead and play a song from another artist that I have seen live. I’m secure in my masculinity..
The only line that bothers me in this song right now is the “Ugly like me,” because I think that we both have quite beautiful souls.
