The silence is always so loud in my head.  My sister left today and Ducthess, my pup, seems really sick.  Today in a meeting with my boss, she told me that I may not be able to tell yet but something really amazing will happen to me.  Shes not known for being caring around the work place so when she says positive things, its pretty meaningful.

People have been acting a bit strange around me lately.  It makes me wonder what my facial expressions or body language is saying.  Yesterday when I was standing in line to buy a sandwich, turtle food, fish food and dog food; an older lady that was standing in front of me turned to me and asked what time it was, after she had checked out.  For the record, it would have said on her receipt, but I looked at my phone and politely answered.  She thanked me very kindly, but it was the extreme eye contact and sincere smile that I found odd.  It felt as if she was trying to tell me something and it had nothing to do with the time.  She wasn’t the type of person that I would expect to talk to me.

A few days before that, a woman got out of her car at the gas station to walk over to me and give me a pamphlet on God.  It’s just been a weird week.  This entry will have to be cut short because my friend is in the hospital and has to get surgery in the morning.  She just called and wants me to go stay the night with her there.  I have never slept in a hospital before.  There’s always a first for everything.

Updated: 3/19/2018; image and title.