..if I were really sad, I would listen to these songs.
Just then a tiny little dot caught my eye.
It was just about too small to see.
But I watched it way too long.
It was pulling down.
She matters when everything is meaningless.
Rock
This is a list of rock music genres consisting of subgenres of popular music that have roots in 1940s’ and 1950s’ rock and roll, and which developed into a distinct identity as rock music in the 1960s, particularly in the United Kingdom and the United States.
Your friends they stand around they watch your crumble
Send a smile and show you care
Today, I drifted to reading a horoscope and I appreciate that it was more kind than the last that I had read.
Here is some soft music that the radio has subjected me to recently;
What if I say that I’ll never surrender?
Today has been incredibly difficult for me.
I’m the voice inside your head
You refuse to hear
I’m the face that you have to face
Mirrored in your stare
I’m what’s left, I’m what’s right
I’m the enemy
I’m the hand that will take you down
Bring you to your kneesSo who are you?
Yeah, who are you?
In the brightest hour of my darkest day
Today on the way home from work, this song made me listen to it..
And if I must be lonely, I think I’d rather be alone
This song….
…is one of those songs I hear from another perspective now.
If she can tell what I am feeling and thinking, that was interesting. I had no idea that the movie had some many reoccurring themes.
Just today, I was thinking about that dream that I had. The one that meant the most to me.
It’s been weeks ago by now. It was the Sunday before I returned to work from my vacation, so I believe that makes it about a month ago. I probably haven’t seen her since I had that dream. Now is the first time I put that all together.
I believe I disclosed a few details about the dream to her. The words that she spoke to me in the dream circle me daily. The look on her face when she said it follows me as well.
“J__, I love you, I truly do, but now is not the time.”
Last night, I had a dream that was similar, but in the one mentioned above, there was nothing but us, completely darkness, like a photo shoot almost.
In the dream last night, it was not as secluded, just every day life, and she said something to someone along the lines of, “She doesn’t know that I will be there to take amazing care of her, no matter what.” There was nothing there, but my heart and feelings, to tell me that she was talking about me, but she sure did spend 3 hours watching a movie that I wanted to see. That goes far with this little lady.
Has someone taken your faith?
Let it be on record that I have never put myself out there so much i my life. So far, nothing too terrible has happened. She said yes… when I asked her to go to the movies. It doesn’t take much to turn my boring day around.
Today when I was adventuring off to find life, these songs made their way to my ears and heart. Fuckin 99.5.
followed by,
Now I am going to get onto doing my best, “I am pretty.. but not trying too hard because I know this is not a date…” impression. Dang, I miss anyone making me feel like this, even when I have absolutly no chance.. and couldn’t care less. She knows me.
just a few more..
if she only knew.
All the times that I felt like this won’t end
And here’s a blast from the past for anyone old enough to have seen a music video on MTV..
Today’s awesome discovery about life is Astral Projection, which could be the reason for my insanely real feeling dreams.
Since we are visiting last decade.. or more really; I will go ahead and play a song from another artist that I have seen live. I’m secure in my masculinity..
The only line that bothers me in this song right now is the “Ugly like me,” because I think that we both have quite beautiful souls.