I can’t grow a mustache and I ain’t got no season pass

There was a time in my life that I was embarrassed by how much I loved Bowling for Soup, but now I embrace my nerdiness. I think it helps that I may be the least socially awkward at work, which never happens – but I can’t keep up with these people that have dedicated their life to being nerds – at least I have tried to resist.

The I catch myself going and doing some shit like this:

Here I was working on my video editing. I couldn’t help but think about the night at Showdown that I know I bucked up when some guy was flirting with her in front of me. We have a very unusual relationship and as the years passed, I realized why we never went in public – but I could care less at this point.. I wonder if Candace noticed, I can only imagine it lead to the comment about that we should date. Anyway – back to my story, as she flooded my mind, I decided to send her a message with only a heart. I didn’t think that she would see it until tomorrow, but she saw it pretty quickly. That’s really all the attention that I needed to warm my heart – and I have no idea what she even thinks – but I am just happy that she notices me.

Last night, I was reminded that if I had a theme song, it would probably be this:

You know my heart’s a stereo that only plays for you

Today when I was on my way to work, one of my favorite cheesy songs came on. I emailed her the first day that I heard the song on the radio and told her that it made me think of her. From what I know it’s been out for a while but I heard it for the first time about a year ago.

No matter how I feel about our situation, when I hear this song, I get so excited and smile and remember why I think she’s so perfect for me… I’m gay like that.

One of my favorite lines is “And all I ask is that you don’t get mad at me, when you have to purchase mad D batteries”

It would be so hard to put my feelings into words about this song but that line reminds me of … well, how much trouble I can be.. I hear “Dating men is so much simpler”  Since when was simple better.  I’ll keep my D batteries, thanks.