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Here I am.. on the road again
Got to be true to myself
It’s been a while since I have posted anything. Tonight on the drive up to Austin, I heard this song and it took me back to the day that it has always reminded me about:
I wondered more than ever, what the words even meant. As I thought more and more about that day that she left me standing by my car as she left.. Then I thought.. “yeah and then I went all Melissa Etheridge on her.” It’s not something that I am specifically proud of, but I won’t deny it all the same. I started flipping through the radio stations when I ended up on one playing this song. I didn’t even have to change the station more than a few times.
The reason that I was in Austin, was for a concert. I saw Dashboard Confessional and 3rd Eye Blind. It was a good show. There was something missing and I was pretty sure that it was her.
Then on the way home, this song came on and I sang it until I lost my voice..
Tell me why it took thinking about her when I heard this song to make me realize that I may be a bit emotional today. I know that she is and I want to — make her smile.
It’s about that time.. when my dog wants me to come to bed.
It was too cold to cry when I woke up alone
and just to be controversial, timely and all those things, I will add this one in there too.
All last summer incase you don’t recall
The other day, I had to talk to T because I just felt too crazy. K has since apologized more than most. In our conversation, T reminded me that insecurity and jealousy go hand in hand.
Updated: March 2018, Image
I felt a little fear upon my back
And maybe, I’ll find out the way to make it back someday
Would it be weird to say, I often wonder how much different my life would be if I were both male.