It’s been really hard to write anything for the last year or so. It’s been far too imtemidating and quite honestly it is hard not to be fearful of everything that surrounds you at times.
On the first of this month, she surprised me by asking if I was okay. I had been feeling sick and probably was whining to her over messenger but I never expect that she will read it.
Despite monitoring my traffic heavily, I just can’t bring myself to express myself the way I once could – possibly a symbol of growth, but either way, my heart is content and I am searching for ways to untangle this mess.