Today has been the longest day in a long time. For some reason, I thought that it would be a little easier after she left, but it wasn’t. When I say that it would be easier, I mean, as I waited, for 2 weeks, for the day that she would leave – I wanted to see her change her mind and stay. It was a count down of when she would be gone and it was terrifying. I thought that maybe that fear would be gone once I knew that she was on her way to start the next chapter of her life, but I missed her terribly all day. She’s probably not even talk way there yet. Around noon, she stopped by to give me a picture that she made for me and then she left.
As I typed those words about the picture, I was looking at it and saw there was this charm and seemed to open and once I opened it, there was a note inside. It made me cry.. the sweetest tears. I am quite sure that I will marry that lady once day. This is the first time in my life that I ever thought that I would even consider marriage. She won’t ever know, but I already went to my company’s website and looked at local listings. I found a few nice once, it seems like there is a huge job market in her area for my work.
I am going to continue my day my going to tell my sister all about everything. She has been a huge supporter through out everything. That reminds me, in less than a week, this website will have been 2 years old. It was started after she told me that we couldn’t talk anymore.