For you I know I’d even try to turn the tide

I have been thinking about the way that I reacted on Monday to the implication that I might ever be sad. Tonight, I decided that it might be because I would much rather concentrate on my excitement for the future and would never want anyone to know that I might have a few rough moments along the journey. Plus, when I read the last thing that she said the next morning – it reminded me, that I might be a bit defensive, due to a handful of people interjecting their uninvited opinion about something they knew nothing about. Luckily, I could care less what most people think.

My grandma is still confused why I dated someone with 2 children with different dads – which I really appreciated. Most people wanted to know why I was with a complete bitch or with someone.. with such a different body type and I pretty much feel like I must have been running away from my feelings and tonight – I had a bit of a rough day, but it ended magically.

Tonight, holds a very special place in my heart.

That is all.

3.5 Decades in T minus 23 Hours 36 Minutes.

Well Add 6 hours and 34 minutes to that according to this birth balloon hanging over my desk.

And I am going to sleep happy – excited about the future.

Johnny Cash and Nick Cave

Johnny Cash – Hurt

Johnny Cash – I Walk the Line

Johnny Cash – The Mercy Seat (Nick Cave Cover)

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