Not Really Sure How I Feel About It

Some days seem harder than others.  I can never tell if its because of the silence.. what I put in my lungs that day.. the alignment of the stars… our ever lasting energy.. have I mentioned brain chemicals?

This post is a little different than most.  I’m not sure if I have posted this song yet, but I have been listening to it and even singing it out loud for more than a year now.  The other night my friend said it was about them being on meth or something… I just thought it meant she wanted him to stay the night… I hear what I want to in songs.  It’s been an ongoing theme in our relationship, where for the first time, I have hyper feminine feelings and she is the ultimate dude that doesn’t care.. What can I say, I cherish the two nights that I spent with her and with the next morning lasted a little long…

On to the music – the original version:

 

 

And now, the same song, remade by some people that I find quite impressive. This is the version that I used to listen to on spotify when I used to do that. I used to have play lists each month…. going back to those, they are kind of sad at times.

https://youtu.be/AR_zYrEpXz4

I hear something in ever line of this song…

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