You’ve been looking for something that’s not in your life

My heart melted when the first thing that she said to me from California was that we should move there… okay, it was the second, she told me when she landed safely.  I am fortunate to have her in my life.  Parts of this video look like something I would do – the cinder blocks with tiny things displayed on them.  I love singing this song out loud.  Lately, I have started singing the “the mist that covers your eyes” part in front of my friends when it comes on.  The sincere smile that I get.. lets me know that everyone knows that my intentions are true.  I have never been an unethical or immoral person, so I stuggle with a few things from time to time.

Like – why am I concerned with if he knows who I am or not.  I mean, I am sure that he does unless drugs have gotten to him, if I had a beautiful woman in my life, maybe I could forget everything from over half my life ago… What am I saying..I do.  She’s grand.  Why do I think so much when I am alone?

We had advisory together.. I suppose that is like home room.  I feel like he got less annoying the more we grew up.  That’s more than I can say for his dumb ass friends that I will never say a positive thing about.

 

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